Reason to LiVe…
I cant really think of a better reason to live or to frame this sentence in a better way(no other so solid reason in all), he's been a joy in my life, and soothing breeze and what not..everything beautiful I can possibly compare him to..
I was not a big Mother material, of course was very cautious in that period, didn't do anything I shouldn't have done..but was never really prepared till the last moment, being the youngest at home I was a baby all thru my life..and giving way to someone was not something I was OK with, But life changed the moment I saw him..a lil bundle of Joy is what everybody say on babies …but for me he was a STAR (a star which I always wanted..nothing came close to this ..i still am fascinated for the stars which twinkles even so far away and Sun is something yes..but too loud u know:-) the moment I saw him I really couldn't believe he was mine..he was a darling and has always been so far..
When I was wheeled back from OT to the ward I hardly got to see him coz everybody took turns carrying him and I wondered how cruel of them not showing him to me at all..and next few days same story, mum always kept him away fearing that I would not be very careful with him( u know these Mothers!!!!) but believe me I have really fared very well in this role..i see so much of myself in him..so much of the real me..
I specially like the way he sleeps..he is an angel no matter how much you try to disturb him.he can still go sleeping..i sometime wonder how could someone so beautiful be mine..trust me Baby you are best thing that could ever happen to me..
Having you in my life has given me new hopes, new aspirations..and you have empowered me to always go for it the SUCCESS..i want to do better for you so that you have the Best of everything..I want you to be someone who has a kind heart, understand people, be able to judge the bad from good..and most of all a very loving person. I want you to value every word you speak and never play with emotions with whomsoever in this World
I don't really want anything in return from you..but yes Baby I want you to give a whole lot to this world coz you can bring in a lot of happiness to this otherwise sad World..Maybe u are mine with a purpose attached, to be the only reason for me to go on..with you around im so much more happier, I take pride in watching you grow up..every moment of your journey will be special to me..u facinate me in many ways..& thanks God! For giving such a wonderful child...
Love you dear one….
I cant really think of a better reason to live or to frame this sentence in a better way(no other so solid reason in all), he's been a joy in my life, and soothing breeze and what not..everything beautiful I can possibly compare him to..
I was not a big Mother material, of course was very cautious in that period, didn't do anything I shouldn't have done..but was never really prepared till the last moment, being the youngest at home I was a baby all thru my life..and giving way to someone was not something I was OK with, But life changed the moment I saw him..a lil bundle of Joy is what everybody say on babies …but for me he was a STAR (a star which I always wanted..nothing came close to this ..i still am fascinated for the stars which twinkles even so far away and Sun is something yes..but too loud u know:-) the moment I saw him I really couldn't believe he was mine..he was a darling and has always been so far..
When I was wheeled back from OT to the ward I hardly got to see him coz everybody took turns carrying him and I wondered how cruel of them not showing him to me at all..and next few days same story, mum always kept him away fearing that I would not be very careful with him( u know these Mothers!!!!) but believe me I have really fared very well in this role..i see so much of myself in him..so much of the real me..
I specially like the way he sleeps..he is an angel no matter how much you try to disturb him.he can still go sleeping..i sometime wonder how could someone so beautiful be mine..trust me Baby you are best thing that could ever happen to me..
Having you in my life has given me new hopes, new aspirations..and you have empowered me to always go for it the SUCCESS..i want to do better for you so that you have the Best of everything..I want you to be someone who has a kind heart, understand people, be able to judge the bad from good..and most of all a very loving person. I want you to value every word you speak and never play with emotions with whomsoever in this World
I don't really want anything in return from you..but yes Baby I want you to give a whole lot to this world coz you can bring in a lot of happiness to this otherwise sad World..Maybe u are mine with a purpose attached, to be the only reason for me to go on..with you around im so much more happier, I take pride in watching you grow up..every moment of your journey will be special to me..u facinate me in many ways..& thanks God! For giving such a wonderful child...
Love you dear one….
i wish someday i too would be able to write something as beautiful as this....
ReplyDeleteyou have described it in a way that every woman would want to go thru the same sometime in her life...
you are the best mother of all.... :) and i am proud of you in everyway....
very well written...the photo looks cool :-)
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