Is this the End……………….!?!

I donno why all good things have to come to an end! Its been a couple of years I have been working now and it always was wonderful. There was not one moment I wished I should take a break from work...its a different matter that I can’t afford it though (moola matter man!!)…but now yes..i am done..i cant go on like this, this ain’t doing me any good..but anyways I am not going write about my frustruations..

It was one of these days D* called me over for a chat behind closed doors & I sensed something wrong..its not an usual thing,,he is a very transparent man you see! I didn't have a good feeling either..but there I went, he went on to say I aint a fool to know nothing etc.,blah..blah..and that he was leaving for GOOD!..Phew..thats it I could no longer hold my tears, very rarely I cry so sincerely..i went sob.sob..sob..i definitely looked like a nursery kid. Clumsy and so dishevelled ! well I knew D* would leave one day or other, but somehow always put that thought behind, for me I believed something here would make him stay..but now I know his calling was different..maybe he got a plum role and in the dream country..where he belongs!!! He would soon be packing stuff to bid a final Goodbye!

This hasn't gone very well with me…I so much like him, his passion for work, his attitude towards life and more than everything his gentle caring self. I have never bothered whether anybody like him or not..for me he has been an Angel in so many ways, there were times when he actually taught me so many things and said this would be make me more efficient, Yes it did..i am happy I worked for him..but the best thing I like about him is he is so genuine..he is either black or white with no shades of grey, when he is fine and happy..he is actually, and when he is upset,…he is genuinely upset..Maybe with time I will not think of him so much, I wish I really didn't..but I admire him so much!!!

Just today..when I had to search something from his place and when I managed it fast..he asked me to let him know what I wanted..I really tried to fight back my tears when I did say..Stay back!!!! He knows I can do anything for him..because he’s been a wonderful manager! The kind of person you rarely get to see…

So, here’s for the great D*! for your success and happiness, may you have everything you wish for!!
I love to see you ..
but to love you I neednt see ya..

Somewhere along the line..if God permits I would like to see you…or Is this the End!!! Gonna miss you like crazy..
This time when you get on the flight back home..forget all of us here..i wont be upset..for no longer we would matter to YOU!!!

Byeooooooooooo…
(And D* not but least..i recently read the book “Twilight” and somehow I happened to think that years ago the description of Edward would have been apt for you..:-) doesn't mean you arent anyday older..you still rock!!!...........

I end with my fav line “Sometimes in the winds of change, we find our true direction”~(do we???)