Sigh....

This is what i am doing all thru..sigh..sigh..
feeling too stressed for whatever reasons, donno if there is anything wrong with me physically too. Trying to keep my cool but not very successful with that..

But donno i am smiling a lot too..probably my way of giving back to the world...If God appears now maybe i will not wish for anything..i might put up my hands and say what next for me? he sure would be proud..:)

H.I.B.E.R.N.A.T.I.O.N.

this is exactly what i am doing right now..away from the world..away from friends..away from the comfort..i feel i have slippped into something deep so away from everything.

It isnt for any reason..its just a state of mind of course i could have tried and stopped it..but have let it be.somethings happen for better, its my time to ponder on the happenings..

I dont even miss anything anymore..that makes me feel so strong like i can live on..go on..

Donno how long this phase will last...well i let it be..

Prayer

After a long time back here..nothing much on mind. Sunny day..sang my way thru the horrid traffic jam and reached office. Everything pretty much the same....but was walking to get my regular cuppa tea that is when i notice a guy cleaning the high rise with harness on. That is the moment a silent prayer escaped my lips..something like God! he needs you more than me at the moment, please be with him.

Somehow today I am made to think of my relationship with God, Maybe for some reason i trust in him so much that the need for prayer does not arise, yes time and again i do close my eyes to thank him for the experiences and joys. I do get upset that he repeatedly throws so many challenges but he knows it better..but not even for a moment I doubt that he is not with me. Thank you God! you know me..and hence i dont have to explain myself, that is such a solace..