Monday, November 30, 2009

Weekend Pics






Another weekend has passed by, with hubby off to Mysore..it was a jolly good time with little one, some pics..

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

2012 Impact (!!!)

Watched 2012 over the weekend, WOW man what a movie..and what an impact! I donno if the world will surely end in ’12..but if it does..i am prepared, I know what I want to do. But before all this, one thought crossed my mind immediately while I walking out of the hall. I don’t have much time left, I have so much to accomplish, so many things pending. But of all that I have one thing to do right away.. I have vowed to write a note of thanks:-)

Hey ppl..it is truly a wonderful state of mind I am experiencing now..i am grateful for everything that has happened so far. When death comes by..i should have no regrets and I want this of all to be done..

Often I hear of people who never speak out what they feel and later spend a lifetime regretting it, maybe if they had at the right time, things would have taken a wonderful turn. Yes, there were moments in my life too and I chose to remain quiet and it bought me only remorse and nothing else.

First its my wonderful folks whom I have to thank, I am always told that I am blessed with a great set of parents and yes indeed I cannot ask for anyone better. There were so many problems between them but we kids were always their priority. It is they who taught me to love unconditionally. Hats off to you guys for just being there with me through thick n thin. I owe so much to you, forgive me if I have been harsh, stupid at times. I am sure brother felt the same but he was taken away before he could say it sometime.
And Hiya Brother, there was so much unfinished when you just left us without a notice, but you are a superb bro..every min I miss you and wish you were with us, most of all for me..(a silent tear slips off.. inspite of me fighting it back;)
And to my circle of few friends(I particularly mention few coz yes I have very few whom I call friends..:-) Each of you have been a great pillar of support and strength. With some of you I have been very vocal about my feelings but don’t get me wrong..the rest of you too hold a special place in my heart.

Now coming to the extended family, my supr cousins and in-laws, thanks a million, all of you have been very thoughtful and I thoroughly enjoyed knowing you.

And now comes the toughest part..over to hubby(he has peeped in a couple of times when I was writing this..plain curiosity) Hey, it’s been close to 10 long years I’ve known you trust me there wasnt one single day where I think I know you enough. Each times I am surprised by a new face, some good sides and some so ugly, honestly there wasn’t any know-it-all situation at all, it is constantly trying to know you more. We have had some oh so great moments which I have locked deep in my heart and that keeps me going. Thanks to you.. I have picked up this fighting spirit, with you every moment is a battle sometimes to be won with love, yet other with words or deeds..I have never known I could be so brave but trust me I am a survivor!!!! Listen,,for all those painful words I continue to hate you..

And now I have no words left to thank my dear sonny. He has brought in joys beyond everything ..muaah lenny boy, may you have wonderful tomorrows, God bless you baby!!!

And to some other people, whom I don’t have a name for the relationship which I share with you, you have really made a huge impact on my life and I want you ppl to know how much you meant to me..i think my list ends here..

I love seeing positive people, people with genuine smile and a honest intention. Lets together make lives beautiful not just ours but everybody else,..lets spread the song of love..Atleast me I have vowed to smile more often even if it means my mouth will hurt by the EOD, even if its means people would wonder what I have to smile about and hear it guys..we have a LIFE !!! I don’t know if it is till 2012 or whenever,.

Love is so wonderful only it has to be true, no vain words/promises..get real for once what say??

Sush
////That’s me for all of you////

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Papa Connection:)



Its really good to see Lenny getting closer to Raj. They are a great team! Little one though irritates him a bit too much, sometimes Papa loses his cool but its just for a while, one of the perfect moments captured:)

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Joy!



this pic was taken just after having come back from a birthday party..i actually wanted when both of us were dressed..he wasnt in best mood, finally ended up like this:))

Hope...

Its been a while I got a decent pic of mine..everytime something seems to be going wrong! Now its become a norm that I get ready to office in the morning and phew..i start posing(lol) and poor thing my maid goes click., click..and I grab the camera from her and im like aah..not again the same something going wrong..hair falling flat, or that sad look or something..
One of these days I hope to have a nice one!!!!

Hope is something that keeps me going..

Len

Len
My reason to Smile:)