The recent turn of events @ home has made me think a lot. Sometimes I wonder where I am going, every other day I come face-to-face with some hard facts of life. I am soon thirty and I donno how life is going to be henceforth. There are times I am so frustrated with myself for having made all the wrong choices in life.
Why do I need someone for myself?..definitely not to stay together and do your own thing as if I don’t exist, not to complain on everything under the sun even if I am at no fault at all, & not to see a grumpy face even after having spent N hours out from home/
I need someone -to hold my hands and say things are going to be ok, to kiss and say and life is beautiful and this’s is just a tough phase, to pat my back and say I’m brave and will do great…I miss someone like that in life..relationship is not only about being married, it is not only being physically together. It is what we feel for other to know of someone’s happiness, worries, fear and complexes. How much I am deprived of so many things in life, that togetherness of watching a movie together, enjoy a quiet dinner at home…!
The most difficult part of life is to pretend that I am happy always painting a beautiful picture is what I detest,
Someone once told me we have one life and we should make it happen..i wonder if it is so easy..but I will try. I wish I grow older soon, my desire die within me..my wishes buried before it is born for I do know it is me who can keep this going..i will lie flat and let all walk over my emotions, my feelings and my dreams..
Maybe one day ill have become so cold that it no longer will hurt when someone plays with my heart…
………….happen to read this today and was almost in tears……………
“The strength of a man isn't seen in the width of his shoulders.It is seen in the width of his arms that encircle you.The strength of a man isn't in the deep tone of his voice.It is in the gentle words he whispers.The strength of a man isn't how many buddies he has.It is how good a buddy he is with his kids.The strength of a man isn't in how respected he is at work.It is in how respected he is at home.The strength of a man isn't in how hard he hits..It is in how tender he touches.The strength of a man isn't how many women he's Loved by.It is in can he be true to one woman.The strength of a man isn't in the weight he can lift.It is in the burdens he can understand and overcome”
Why do I need someone for myself?..definitely not to stay together and do your own thing as if I don’t exist, not to complain on everything under the sun even if I am at no fault at all, & not to see a grumpy face even after having spent N hours out from home/
I need someone -to hold my hands and say things are going to be ok, to kiss and say and life is beautiful and this’s is just a tough phase, to pat my back and say I’m brave and will do great…I miss someone like that in life..relationship is not only about being married, it is not only being physically together. It is what we feel for other to know of someone’s happiness, worries, fear and complexes. How much I am deprived of so many things in life, that togetherness of watching a movie together, enjoy a quiet dinner at home…!
The most difficult part of life is to pretend that I am happy always painting a beautiful picture is what I detest,
Someone once told me we have one life and we should make it happen..i wonder if it is so easy..but I will try. I wish I grow older soon, my desire die within me..my wishes buried before it is born for I do know it is me who can keep this going..i will lie flat and let all walk over my emotions, my feelings and my dreams..
Maybe one day ill have become so cold that it no longer will hurt when someone plays with my heart…
………….happen to read this today and was almost in tears……………
“The strength of a man isn't seen in the width of his shoulders.It is seen in the width of his arms that encircle you.The strength of a man isn't in the deep tone of his voice.It is in the gentle words he whispers.The strength of a man isn't how many buddies he has.It is how good a buddy he is with his kids.The strength of a man isn't in how respected he is at work.It is in how respected he is at home.The strength of a man isn't in how hard he hits..It is in how tender he touches.The strength of a man isn't how many women he's Loved by.It is in can he be true to one woman.The strength of a man isn't in the weight he can lift.It is in the burdens he can understand and overcome”
